If you haven’t noticed yet, I live life how I want to live it… in the sense that I’m a good person, I do good on to others, I smile, I laugh, I grab a few beers with friends… you know, essentially living and enjoying the simple things in life.

Sadly, not everyone can say that they’re happy with their situation/s and I’m not here saying that mine’s any better but FUCK! WE ARE ALIVE!

There’s something I learned pretty early on about life and that is that you NEED to be happy before anyone can be happy with you. You need to LOVE yourself before anyone can see the value of loving YOU as a person… I know, I know, you’ve heard it all before and hell, you’ve heard me say it time and time again if you’re one of the unlucky few that hangs out with me here and there.

Do you want the God honest truth about where my life is right now? Ready? HERE IT GOES!

• I’m single.
• I live at home with my mom.
• I’m sleeping on the fucking floor.
• I have a job that only pays me a fraction of what I should be getting.
• I’m up to my eyelids in debt.
• I don’t know WHAT the fuck the pain on my sides are and will most likely never get them checked.
• My back, neck, wrists, elbows, knees, ankles, fingers, right foot, shoulders have ALL seen better days.
• I’ve come to terms that I might have an alcohol problem (I don’t drink enough of it lol)
• I sell myself short.
• I’m nice to EVERYONE until you’ve proven yourself as an asshole that should be dead.
• I’m never happy with ANYTHING I do.
• I’m too smart for my own good.
• I have a fucking mouth and it has NO PROBLEM letting it run wild.

I can honestly make that list go for days, but I believe in this… someone out there has it worse than me by the TON! I know people in relationships that are a sad mess because they know in their hearts that their partner is the worst possible mate to be with – I know people that go to the hospital on a daily basis but only have a few years to live – I know people that are constantly sad and worrying about where their next paycheck is gonna come from! And what do these people do? They bitch and moan about it instead of doing something to better their lives.

I’m TIRED of it! AND IT’S REALLY NOT GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH!

I’ve been bettering myself little by little, I haven’t been this happy since I was like 22 and I’m 29! I smile every day, I come to work with the intent to make this company grow and function better and every day I implement my ideas.
I would like every single one of you that MIGHT be reading this and look at yourself and remind yourself that YOU’RE ALIVE! YOU LIVE! YOU CAN SMILE! YOU CAN BE HAPPY TOO!

I’ve also come to a realization that this is exactly why people HATE me! In New Jersey, there’s always someone that’s willing to hate on someone that’s smiling, that’s happy, that’s having a good time with their friends… I welcome that shit cause it means I’M DOING SOMETHING RIGHT!

Please, if there’s anything to take away from anything I’ve ever told anyone, take this and remember it: You’re the only one that can make your situation better, you’re the only one that can make yourself truly smile, laugh, and be happy – FUCK EVERYONE ELSE! And if you EVER need to be reminded of this, just come back to this post and re-read it. If you need me to come by and slap you around a bit, I’ll gladly do it!

Adios and have a fucking wonderful day! YOU FUCKING MISERABLE FUCKS! LOL